post college limbo

man, nobody ever told me that leaving college could actually be sad at times. 

it may have to do with the fact that i have a little red devil occupying my time right now, 

but i find myself full of me-lan-ca-lee the past few days since i've been home.

while it mostly has to do with the disheartened feelings of leaving my best friends, 

its almost like a post mission limbo, where i don't really know what to do.

there's no school to occupy my time and mind, my lifestyle has changed, 

and i don't have anyone to watch TV with until 2 in the morning. 

i do love being home with my family, 

and the list of things i have going on this summer 

is enough to get me rolling out of bed any day.

but for now, i think i'll take these next few days off as my transition 

and remember that i really am grateful that i had a good enough year 

that it stinks to have left it.