in some ways i've been freed. 

but in so many others, its trapped me. 

its a contradicting trap. 

lately.....

things i love lately......

lucy and ethel halloweens

 in-n-out after a long working day

this song

new photographers to stalk. 

this one is beautifully talented

this quote 

new sweaters for sweater weather. (thanks mom!)

well this was random

i don't have anything to say today. 

other than my roommate bakes on a daily basis and its making me fat, 

my teachers seem to think that i can stay up all hours of the day (and night)

and that i should have a job, and because i apparently since i do, 

i'm absolutely made of money and 

can spend exorbitant amounts on one project (try $65). 

my nose has a small trail of zits along the edge of it

and i'm slowly finding myself losing sanity due to a lack of sleep.

but.

the sun shines and makes me warm for a last week of fall weather, 

occasional praise makes me think that maybe i am getting things right in school, 

and the stirring promise of hope, when it is present, is enchanting.

the thoughts i have

the funny thing about faith is, that you have to remember to use it for it to work. and you have to have something to use it for, in order to use it. and you have to really trust. trust in yourself to make it through it. trust in something bigger than you could imagine. and trust in the grand scheme of things, remembering that there is quite a long road in your life, and whether its happening right now or not at all, doesn't mean it never will.

yummy yucky

this is what the beginning of a cold looks like. 

yum. airborne.

i'll be in my bed watching movies and eating cake if you need me. 

lately....

things i love lately......

lipstick covered hot chocolate cups.

it was the first snowfall of the season. 

you know that means B&N with hot chocolate :)

this picture.

audrey style. 

 my favorite rainboots

this movie.  

this song

wearing ruffle aprons while cleaning.

it makes me feel like a housewifey.