monday

i love teapots and the way they slowly collect on my shelves and remind me of other things.
there's a red devil inside of me and it wanted desperately to crash my monday morning.
i forgot how the winter weeks feel painfully longer and much more boring than they should.
craving brownie batter is a very real thing and i experience it.
i missed all of the good parts of the golden globes and now i'm just waiting for it to be put on on youtube, because amy poehler and tina fey is something i have missed both years now.
the more time i spend thinking of my future in a visual media world, the more i really love it.
i've been thinking about january, and i think i've concluded that it can be a very hard month for most people. its full of resolutions and things to keep us moving forward to a better person, but i think people forget to mention that its also a really hard time. the days can be gloomy with no sun, and the stress of a new year and becoming a new person weighs on us and makes us rethink ourselves at every step. i notice people comparing to others, and analyzing themselves as if they're testing their own self-love and image. maybe its just me and a few others, but for those that feel the same, hang in there. we always over analyze ourselves much more than we should.